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[Aug 9th, 2005] |
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Nat Lee IMing me |
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"Lose You Tonight"
Don't run away
I can't live without you
Please stay
And I learn to love you right
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
No, I ain't gonna lose you tonight
Don't run away
I never wanted to hide you
Please stay
And I learn to treat you right
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
Oh, I can't live without you
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I never want adore you
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
I ain't gonna lose you tonight
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
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| For me, love is masochism |
[Aug 8th, 2005] |
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"Driftin Away[acoustic]" -Forever and a day |
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I know it's wrong to love you from afar, but it's a craze.
I'm waiting for something to say.
I have nothing to say.
You could sit on your front porch and watch the wasps dive down.
You could go out every night and force cheap beer down.
You could go all day and not make a sound.
Yeah, well, it's fine.
I guess.
love isnt perfect, love is just love
people say what's the point in loving someone who doesn't love you back, and they are right, there is no point.... but you can't help who you like, it's not up to you, your heart just kinda decides for you.... and there's no turning back once your heart makes up it's mind....
it's like you wanted to see how bad you could hurt me, how many times you could make me cry, before i finally got mad....
to love someone is to see something no one else sees
what is it exactly that you want me to do... you know i sit here all day thinking about you and how i dont know what the eff is going on and how i want to be with you. and all you do is send me mixed sigles. you either want me or you dont... i cant sit here and feel guilty for the rest of my life for hurting you. i dont understand why you keep holding on to me if in the end youll only let me go again. im not asking for much, i just cant cry over this anymore...
i wanted to tell you that i still love you, but..
it came out "call if you ever need to talk"
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| Question. |
[Aug 6th, 2005] |
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"Love Me"[acoustic] -Forever and a day |
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I have to ask you a question.
It's a good one so think about it.
If two people love each other, but they just can't seem to get it together,
when do you get to that point of enough is enough?
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| A Start. |
[Aug 5th, 2005] |
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"Pass By" [acoustic] -Forever and a Day |
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unless you do the following:
+your name.
++your age.
+++post a memory.
++++how long i've known you.
+++++why are we friends
&& reason you should stay a "friend of mine"
++++++one thing you like about me
& i'll consider
if not you are deleted.
goodbye.
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| & you asked me tonight..do you believe in love at first sight? |
[Jul 5th, 2005] |
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"You went away" -Tegan and Sara |
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So everything really is going according to plan. I got my wish.
beach haven
fantasy island
top of the ferris wheel
magic
romance
kiss
hold hands
you make me smile inside & out
meting your friends
they make you happy
i like it when you laugh
"oooooooooooooh, shit"
getting shitted on by a seagul.
watching the sun going down. on the beach
you holding me
fireworks
you make me feel so safe
i love the way you make me feel whole again.
snuggled in your hoddie
warpped up in your arms
you hold my hand
as we drive home
rage against machine
long dark roads
two lovers in a lane
you are the other half of me
or at least my brain
thank you, love.
I fall in love with you just thinking about you, remembering all the memories we've made... falling in love for the first time, our first kiss, saying our first "I love you's", finding more to love about each other every day. And whenever I think about all the wonderful things that lie ahead of us, I fall totally and completely in love with you all over again.You're the only thing going through my head now, but i think thats ok. For once I've found someone completely amazing. someone i can tell my secrets to, someone I can finally be myself around. I guess it scares me a little bit because no ones ever treated me like you do. You love me for me, and it's scary because it's a new feeling that, although i'm glad that i'm sharing it with you, it frightens me a little bit to think that could come to an end. Promise me it won't come to an end. I love you. Don't ever say goodbye.
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope that
keeps me trusting you
are my purpose you
hold me in your hands
you wont let me fall.
you are all i need
you are everything.
you came to me like a dream
the kind that always leaves
just as the best part starts
it ends so abruptly.
I don't think he understands how much I really like him. If he did, I think everything would be different. It's weird, I never thought we'd be even friends but now...even when I hear his voice I smile. It's crazy, how people change your outlook on life so much. Before I met him I didn't have anything to live for, but now...I dont know, he just makes me feel like the best things in life really are worth waiting for. He can make me smile when I'm really mad or when I'm knee-deep in tissues...I think that means something. I can't stay mad at him for longer than 5 minutes coz then he'll turn around and say something so sweet..I don't know. Theres just something about him that makes me happy no matter what, and even though he won't ever feel the same way about me...He's what keeps me holding on
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